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measuringdicks) wrote2020-09-07 02:32 am
measuringdicks) wrote2020-09-07 02:32 am
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(And Eddie was grateful to hear it. He believed it himself, but hearing it come from someone else felt far more profound. Plus, it felt the same way as with the Losers. Only Eddie had a more long-lasting relationship with Chloe than he had with some of the Losers. He had barely known some of them, only just met them. Not that it took away from their cosmic importance to him, but there sure weren't the same amount of memories. There wasn't the same depth.
When Richie tightens up, Eddie's quick to kiss Richie a few times on the cheek, the jaw, just as a soft, quiet way of telling him it was okay.)
I'm safe now. (He murmurs the words to Richie- knowing Richie knew, understood that, but he still just didn't want him...Hurting. At least Eddie tried sincerely hard to NOT be murdered.
He gladly gives the spoon over, grinning a bit.)
My momma would be so mad, you know. (He says this almost proudly.)
About us. I mean really pissed. Me sharing a spoon with my boyfriend that I kiss who is also Richie Tozier. (He laughs. It's a strange, random topic change but at the same time...It felt nice to distract away from the agony in his chest with something absurd and easy.)
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But the kisses melt the walls he's thrown up around himself, and he shifts around to peck a kiss to Eddie's hairline before he scoops up a spoonful of ice cream and jams it into his mouth.]
Whish bith? [No, wait, hold on, give him a moment to actually swallow it.] Which bit? Like, the spoon-sharing, the boyfriend, the kissing, or the fact that it's me? Because I think she'd probably fucking explode from just one, I dunno what would happen if you combined all those things into one sentence and said it directly to her.
[She would probably pass away on the spot.]
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(Richie had never made him feel delicate. He never thought Richie doubted his capability. There was a huge difference between Richie wanting to keep him safe versus how his mom tried to keep him "safe.")
I get it. I don't like you getting hurt either. Obviously. (He makes a rocky gesture with his prosthetic hand as if to silently point out his eventual life-sacrifice for Richie in their future(s).)
All the above. She always had a fit about me hanging out with you in particular and your trashy mouth. (Ironically he was pretty sure his mom's terror of Richie had only urged Eddie to be more interested. Kids always wanted what they were told they couldn't have. Eddie's want just went a lot deeper than spite.)
tw discussion of abusive parent, allusion to possible homophobia from parent
Well, good, fuck her. [A pause.] And shockingly, I don't mean that in an "I fucked your mom" way. [He still does those kinds of jokes, just not as much around Eddie anymore.] I mean that you're great and you're brave, and she never saw that. And maybe that's just a parent thing, sure, but mine were...
[He waves a hand.]
Mom had fits over me breaking my glasses, but never over hanging out with you. I think she liked you. [Although he imagines Maggie would've liked it far less, if she knew the true depth of feeling between Richie and Eddie. At the very least she wouldn't understand it. At worst—Richie hears horror stories about worst.] Mrs. K was just...she dragged you off and stuck you in the house after Neibolt, from what I remember, and I couldn't see you for a while. It was the absolute shittiest part of that summer. I know it isn't the same for you, 'cause of the whole timeline thing, but you oughta know, it was worse for me than going up against the clown the first time. You were hurt, and we were all pissed at each other, and I couldn't come hang out with you and believe me I tried, it was just fucked all around.
[He pauses.]
Sorry.
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(He did appreciate Richie cutting back on that shit around him. He had noticed it and never really knew how to actually thank him for it.)
Not sure if it's a typical parent thing. (Derry parent, maybe, but Eddie's met enough decent adults beyond Derry at this point that he's pretty sure Derry was just the fucking Pits.)
Your mom was a bitch but like a typical bitch. (She wasn't...abusive. Though Eddie firmly believed that she neglected the hell out of Richie but he never knew how to talk about that either. He didn't have the greatest feelings towards Maggie Tozier either. Despite that, he is glad to hear that the woman apparently liked him.)
At least that's one of our moms. (Eddie wishes Moira had been around. She was the only real mother-like figure he would have wanted Richie to meet.
It was still surreal sometimes hearing about Richie's world. Not just because of the differences, but because they had lived two different lives. Two different memories.)
I would have never been pissed at you over that whole thing. I know me from your timeline is kind of a prick but I don't think he woulda been mad at you for real.
(Or if he did it wouldn't make any sense why. They were all in that shitty situation together. Granted, it didn't make much sense that Bill would have ever punched Richie either. There were just some stuff from Richie's timeline that never would make sense to Eddie. Things that just didn't sound like the people he knew from his own world.)
I believe you. I know you did. I mean - both from your timeline and mine. Mine was...Different, yeah. Bowers broke my arm (Which Richie knew by now, but still-) And I was taken to the hospital right away. Ambulance and everything. And when I was doped up on morphine and shit, I had this really hazy, weird dream where I saw you guys...You were talking to my mom and she was lying to you all. Telling you I never wanted to see you again and wanted nothing to do with you. But it wasn't just a dream. It was like - that's actually what happened. I don't know how I know, but it was, because when my momma came to visit me after, I told her it was wrong that she did that. She didn't know how I knew, but I did, and it freaked her out. I told her she wasn't allowed to keep me from you guys anymore, and that she wasn't going to turn you away again, that she'd let you see me. I threatened her.
(Eddie gets a dark, thoughtful look on his face, not looking quite at Richie.)
I made a deal with her. I told her I'd play along and not ask about the fake medication and why she's been doing what she's been doing. I told her I'd do it if she let me see you guys whenever I wanted. I'd stay sick, but only if I could have you. She had no real choice but to say yes. I let her know I knew I wasn't sick and that she had been lying to me. I let her know I knew that was wrong.
(And there was something else - something more threatening naturally in that moment but Eddie wasn't sure how to explain that part. If Chloe were still here, she'd have better words for it. He gives a small shrug.)
It was terrible. But you guys came soon after like I knew you would, and you all signed my cast. Then not long after we were going after Pennywise. And I knew my mom couldn't keep any of you away. Especially you. So. It's okay. I know you'd never let anything get between us if you could help it.
(He looks at Richie again, frowning.)
What? No. Don't apologize. That shit was complicated. I mean I wasn't there for it in your world but - I don't...I know it wasn't your choice.